Ari ni aq bru nk update aq nye blog ni..ase nye da lme kot aq x celoteh kn kt dlm ney....
sbb nye aq x tau ap yg aq nk kgsi kan...
act ni sbena nye aq ade byk bnda yg aq nk luah kan..
ok...start de story mory...
egt x sblom ney aq ade cite kan kesa aq...??ala...kes bdk yg aq suke tu....(nme nye Ejan...)..act aq da knl dea lme...b'mule dea jdy ank angkt mak aq....d tmbah tolak kli n bhagi..ade la dlm lgkungan 3 thn cam to0..
kesa aq mule ske kan dea...dari thn lps..dlm awl thn cam tu kami da mule rpt...to0 pown psl kes dea ngn gf dea dlu...kre nye aq jd kaunselor dea la dolu2...so pape mslh dea...dea akn tye pndpt aq..n aq pon dgn sng aty bg la pndpt aq kan...n dlm pd mse to0 la aty aq mule suke kan dea...tpi mse aq mule suke kan dea to0...dea da pown break..mang time tu dea ase diri dea Down Gegiler la...bab dea D TPU oleh gf dea...n pena 1 day to0 aq tye dea...if aq ade feeling ape prasaan dea tau...aq cme dpt jwpan yg dea lom b'sedia...until now ni...tpi aty aq ni x pena kate sdh or pape...n ntah knpe aq bole lg ade pasaan kt dea...but...bile da dkt2 ujung thn n msk thn ni..kami mule jrg cntct...until now la...sume sometime tu ade la dea cntct...tpi pd mse dea cntact tu..aq ase cam aq ni anye tpt dea ilang kan syi jew tau...nta btl o x ape yg aq ase kan ney..
msk je bln 2...mse aq g karok ngn abg, kaka n kwn abg aq...tetbe kwn abg aq (Apiz) ni msj aq...time t0 aq n kaka aq ni g shopping kt Giant after karok...dgn shock nye...apiz ni dea pancing aq..knon nye nk psn beli kan dea brg...bile aq tye ape brg nye...bole dea ckp beli kan aty tok dea...bkn aty ayam...bkn aty ikan....n bukan aty lembu...tpy...aty owner yg maen msj ngn dea...(aq la org nye...)
mule2 aq egt dea memain..so aq pon lyn kan je la...after je 3 ari..dea jujo ngn aq..yg msj2 yg aq n dea tu..t'nyata btl dari aty dea...upe2 nye dea eklas n kan aty aq ney...dea eklas nk srius ngn aq dow...mang time to0 aq T'KEJUT GILER BABENG la...smpai kan aq story kan kt mom aq...mom ckp "accept jew la...xkan nk tggu Ejan gak yg smpai skrg x bg decision.."
Biler d pk2...aq ase btl gak ckp mak aq tu...tpy aty aq ni cam ne ea???aty ni msh ag suke kan Ejan...msh ag nk tggu dea...GILER kan aq ni msh nk tggu pd bnda yg x pasti...sdg kn da ade org yg nk srius ngn aq dpn mte ney...
Ya Allah..kau beri la aq kekuatan tok uat kptsan ney...kalo bole aq xnk ade yg kcwa....lau nk ikt kan yg mne aq syg...semmg nye aq syg kan Ejan...but aq xley nk menaruh pd dea yg msh ag mcm to0....n ip aq pilih Apiz...tpi prasaan syg to0 lom ade kot...cam ne ea???tpy..mom aq ckp better plih mne t'baik tok aq...n npk keikhlasan nye tu...
Ya Allah...bantu ni la hamba mu ini..sesggh nye aq x tau ape yg ptt aq laku kan skrg ni...22 nye aq xnk sakiti....ape kptsan yg ptt aq amik skrg ni...
pndapat u'all cam ne ea???aq tol2 da bingung kaw2 nye ni...kekadang tu aq ase nk nges je bile pk kan yg sala 1 nye aq kne kcwa kan...tpy aq ttap kne uat cam tu kan...aduh.....
mesti penad kan krg nk bace...hehehhe...saje je nk buly org yg m'bce nye ni...(sharing is caring la knon nye...)
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